okay....
i've been emo-ing since last night....
was kinda depress....
relationship is one of the issues....
addition with peer stress...
work load and many others....

firstly...
ppl out there i must emphasize love is just between both of u....
just you and ur gf/bf....
why let other's poison ur mind....
you see... it's not easy for both parties to get along since start....
maybe when there's another person coming ahead...
you may sense it alr....
just that you won't let the opposite side know u know what is happening...

from last night,
i've been thinking through...
what if tomorrow i wake up and find that the girl i love is gone?
what will i be facing then?
so where do i get the courage to continue?
i've been through this over and over again....
i hate it！
and i seriously hate it....
why does it seems to be so short....
it seems lyk it won't last....
if you still see nothing ahead...
then my struggle thoughout all these months are meaningless....

i want to know the truth...

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well....
todae was a laughing day....
i dunnoe why i kept laughing lyk i've jus taken ganjar....

todae is a depressing day i guess....
jus fuck it....
dun mention anymore....
bye bye!

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jus some random pictures...



wahaha....
hello world!
seriously... this few daes u can see me smilling lyk some crazy guy....
hahaha...
there're reasons behind it...

so... yesterdae i went bugis with the girl i love....
we went to catch a movie... "The ramen girl"
haha quite funny... yeap... her laughter was damn loud... as loud as mine!
wahaha...
i shall not post her photo here for some reasons...
i jus keep it for my own appreciation... wahahah....
yeap...

i finish sch quite early cause i did my assignment fast enough...
then i went singing with lim hui ming again...
as usual...
then i went to cwp to wait for her...
we took 960 to bugis...
long ride but we love it....
then we reach bugis...
we took afew mins to make up our mind on which movie to watch....
and she can't make decision...
so i chose...
yeap... the ramen girl...
then we went to lai lai hong shao niu rou mian restaurant...
nice place...
shd try the curry rice... not too bad...
then after the meal we went into the cinema...
in the theatre... her hands were cold and she was bring her hand to her mouth...
i held it tight....
it was cold, soft and small...
when i held it...
it's lyk we've forgotten the world...
just sitting in the cinema watching the movie and enjoying the moment of two...
her heartbeat raced when i held her hand... haha she's so cute...
and when i send her back...
she lay on my shoulder and sleep...
how i wish we could stay there in this moment forever...
but somehow.... todae... her neck ache i think...
maybe i too tall.... wahaha....
then when she reach her hse she alighted...
and i continued my journey home....

todae i went to my dad's factory as usual...
from morning i start to dismental the jet of the escavator crawer chain...
it's lyk damn hard lah...
it was stucked...
so i still managed to get tt damn stainless steel rod out of that hole!
wahaha...
then i went to jurong island "oil tanking" to repair aircompressor...
the diaphram burst...
but i took the wrong spare part...
so i went to goldbell at benoi rd to buy the DIAPHRAM...
then i go banly spare part to get a side mirror at pioneer rd north
cause someone hit my truck...
i went back to jurong island to repair again...
i went to oil tanking first to get the diaphram done....
then went to chat with Ah Chua for a while...
see wheather is there any up coming project and and feedbacks...
then went to samsung site to repaired the truck...
then deliever the 2 machines...
then check the generators over there...
then went back to office...
when i went back to office i chatted with her over msn...
and we were lyk keep on smilling to the lappy...
my workers tot i siao one...
her cousin also thought she siao alr...
but i guess only we know wat are we smilling abt...
wahaha....
yeap...
then went home and now, i think i blog finish...
MOOD: over the moooooooooooooooonnnnn

在人潮汹涌的巴士上，既然还能找到属于你我二人的世界。。。

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hello people.....
okay... talk abt todae....
todae i got speed dating... it was err.... okay....
yeap... so recently i've been busy...
last sat went back to factory after so long...
went back to repair a small and a big truck....
after tt went down to orchard...
taka again...
i've been lyk going there every sat for lyk a month plus alr?
yeap...
so i hope i get a break soon....
feeling lyk damn stress nw....
cause in another 2 more weeks....
it's my MST alr...
so must study hard!
i'm trying very hard to pull up my GPA....
ya luh....
todae....
kena caught smoking in school...
by the security guard....
so it's lyk damn suay lah....
so troublesome....
need to go clinic then wat smoking rehabit centre and stuffs....
pay fine... meet the director....
1 word!
suay!
this few days had been quite okay for me... quite happy... but not this 2 daes...
i jus can't smile... some random thoughts....
and this few nights i've been having nightmare....
yesterdae it seems so fine...
but todae was horrible...
if i can turn back to yesterdae...
i rather not sleep at all...
i dun wish to past yesterdae and come to todae...
okay lah....
i shall stop here....
damn tired....
mood: moody...

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haha.... okay back here!

(A) so how's ur day alex?
not to bad i guess, i guess i'm loving her even more!

(B) why do you have sleepless nights?
stress i guess... work, plans, random thoughts, business? yeap!

(C) what are the stresses you face recently?
-work-homework? can't cope well? plus i have lots of outside courses to take?
-own expectation? i wanted to be the one-eye of the blind.
-plan? own future plans? and maybe for my love!
-random thoughts? mhmm... good questions but i can't really answers... at times it may be about solar storms, the recent swine flu?, and maybe how wide and deep my love can grow for one girl?

(D) business? so what business are you in now?
by right i can't go into any business now as my parents object, cause thay want me to focus on my diploma, but i'm running afew blogshops now... so yeap!

(E) so what did you did today?
errm... i went to get my Safety Lifting Supervisor Course... and i guess someone's luck motivate me lyk alot? yeap!

(F) so what other out-of-school courses are you planning to take?
Safety co-ordinator, safety consultant, professional engineer? from B.C.A.

okay... that was a little convo with I, me and myself
yeah... abit random... yeah.... haha

okay so today was tiring but yeah! happy!
i want to be happy everyday!
i wanna learn how to smile naturally....
somehow i forgot how to smile alr....
yeap! so anyone teach me how?

okay update about yesterday....
okay i woke and did nothing untill about 11am....
i cook for my siblings
Yang Zhou friend rice and
Fu Yong egg...
jus a simple meal then i went to sleep...
then went orchard to market some products....
then went home... was abit emo yesterday so i didn't sleep cause it's not healthy to bring my own emotions to sleep... yeap....
so i went jalan jalan then wash up at 7.30
then go tat hong....
then 3.30 was my exam....
by right shd end at 5.30...
but i went off at 4pm cause i did it fast enough and check when i turn back....
everyone was still struggling lor!
haha

yeap! i shd end it here then... i need to go n bath
my dad is nagging lyk my granny!
haha
okay...
bye peep!

emotions: cheerful!

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