yo! peep!

okay....
i've been away with a long time....
seriously....
decades.....
okay...
currently...
i'm starting afresh...
previously i was dealing with some illegal business...
okay, i'm sorry, it's my fault...
my exam are finally over...
thinking back
when i was dealing with some illegal business
my profit is huge
but
somehow... i hate doing tt
so now i'm going to work now...
it maybe tough
but
persevence is wat i need and wat i have
going back to work makes me feel comfortable
at least i'm doing something legal
something tt will nt haunt my conscience....
for the debts tt ppl owe me
abt over 30K
i'll be kind n spare them time to slowly return me
hmm...

sometime, i wish i nvr met u before....
to leave u... it's something tt i can nvr accept....
nvr thought tt u'll leave me...
and keeping all tt smses u send me...
reading though the 3000 over smses we exchanged....
and i wanna go home.....
and i'm too far from where you are....

i guess u have more suitors nw....
u shd be enjoying yourself now...
i guess you're busy with sch stuffs....
u're vice-head of the councilor...
u have gd grades....
u have lots of friends surrounding u nw...
if somedae u happen to think of me....
call or text me...
or msn me....
i'm always appearing offline....

how i wish i can turn back the time to when i was 17...
when i was in china...

if someone happens to read this post n noe her....
please help me to tell her...
i love her...
tell her i need her...
tell her i maybe late...
but i'll lived n die for her....

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