Thursday, January 29, 2009
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原来,我什么也不是。。。
回想起。。。
当我在这型苦的日子煎熬着。。。
你会是在哪里?

有时候,我觉得人生好像失去了意义。。。
仿佛,前面的路程。。。
一天比一天难熬。。。
看着走过的人生路程。。。
来到了这里。。。
经过了许多的风风雨雨。。。
未来的路。。。
我不知如何走完。。。
我仿佛好像球场的后备队员。。。
但从来没被交出场上。。。
但愿你能有一天能发现我的温柔。。。
但如今我早已不再是你任何的人了。。。

有时候,我在想。。。
我到底在为谁而活。。。
在为自己的理想与目标。。。
获为家人。。。
获为你而活。。。
这问题真烦人。。。
也许活在我自己的世界会更好。。。。

is there something to hope for anymore?
is there someone to love?
is there something to do?

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Monday, January 26, 2009
0 comments @ 26.1.09

Yo! backed here again....
yeah....
todae is the first dae of CNY....
but....
err....
have u guys get ur ang pao?
or maybe help me take my share?
i'm currently at home nw....
lyk with gold neclace and wold watches....
gold bracelet?
and many more....
but wat the heck of putting on these?
when i only stay at home....
yesterdae i went to crescent park to cycle....
i saw hui shan's friend....
and she asked me....
u dun need to eat ur reunion dinner merh?
i said haizz....
dun talk abt it anymore....
she asked me again....
why u so emo one?
haha
i kept quiet....
and then she walked with me for a distance and then bid gd bye....

i noe i heaven't been blogging this few daes....
havean't be chatting with anyone.....
and todae....
i lock myself up at home....
wat a good start of a Cny har....
haha....
maybe some may sae i'm sick....
maybe mentally sick i guess....
haha....
okay....
coming sat i'll be away for City Alive....
yeah....
gonna drink till i drop....
yeah....
once sch reopen i gonna chiong my studies again....
sian....
for gems....
can anyone tell me to go or nt to go anot?
thanks

can also some one wish me or sing me
Happy happy new year...
lonely lonely new year...
nvm....
bb!

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Monday, January 19, 2009
0 comments @ 19.1.09

i'm afraid i'm chosing the wrong path again...
am i lyk trying to get other gals to take over you?
or am i???????
nvm....
i seriously i hope i won't hurt any other innocent ones....
if i'm acting out of rashness....
i hope i hurt myself and not others....
dun hope others end up lyk wat state am i in nw...

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Sunday, January 18, 2009
0 comments @ 18.1.09

okay....
for the past few daes....
had been listening particularly to tis few songs...
Dicky張衛健*你愛我像誰。。。
陈小*我爱的人。。。
张学友-咖啡。。。
求佛。。。
cause they somehow noe how i feel...
but i guess when she's happy...
i'm alright then....
tt is me...

okay...
set aside the topic first....
tis week...
i had found a new partner....
and she's really beautiful...
i can somehow imagine the picture when we're tgt _______.(fill in the blanks)

and yeah....
i went for a shopping spree again yesterdae....
with benny and zhu zhi hong....
haha.... china dicky...
yeah...
had hell lot of fun....
went to m'sia to shop....
abit budget lah....
but still spent over 300 s'pore bucks?
yeah...
and my mum also went shopping for me yesterdae...
she bought me a periee cardian formal shirt....
i went shopping with benny last fridae...
went orchard...
takashimaya...
visited nick...
he wanted to buy a puma jacket a nike walfer edition jacket
but....
at last didn't buy....
went for a movie...
red cliff 2....
then go far east visit my friend's shop...
flextor... find ah tiong...
yeah...
he's much more hardworking...
he's going for a boxing match next month...
at thailand...
i maybe going to support hym...
my pri sch friends leh...
we fought tgt, run tgt, smoke tgt, drink tgt in the past...
nw... we dun fight, we dun smoke but some drinking...
nw... he's working very hard to earn a living...
trying to save up 100k to get married...
yeah... wish hym luck then...

for the next few weeks...
i hope for good results then...
in studies and in other aspects too...
and i've book tickets to taiwan on 8th march...
havin a competition on march too...
can see hell lot of fun ahead....

maybe i shd stop visiting ur blog...
cause it always stored with lots of surprise
and they are real surpirse....

having invested with all eggs in a basket...
i've all lost...
nt even one left...

okay shall stop here...
dun wish to talk anymore...

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Thursday, January 15, 2009
0 comments @ 15.1.09

jus let the lyrics do the talking...
if you know how do i feel now...
you shd understand me by now...


你愛我像誰


我什麼都沒有 只是有一點吵
如果你感到寂寞 我帶給你熱鬧
為你繞一繞 沒有什麼大不了 卻可以讓你微笑

其實我很煩惱 只是你看不到
如果我也不開心 怕(而)你轉身就逃
愛上一個人 一定要讓他相信 這世界多麼美好
對每個人 都說還好 我的心我的情你不需要明瞭
只要我對你好 這樣的溫柔你要不要

其實你愛我像誰 扮演什麼角色我都會
快不快樂我無所謂 為了你開心 我忘記了累不累
其實你愛我像誰 任何的表情我都能給
Woo 在你身上學會流眼淚

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Tuesday, January 13, 2009
0 comments @ 13.1.09

okay....
back to sch....
heaven't been blogging lately...
cause...
first week....
busy with open house....

okay
first dae of open hse....
saw wika and xidi...
still the same....
no change at all...
still so ......
(fill in the blanks)
bring them tour around singapore poly...
my leg is breaking....
and they're lyk....
pulling me... sae continue...
i wanna see cca...
i wanna see hunks....

aft wika and xidi left...
choon meng and jian hao came...
okay...
brought them around....
but for them...
more (seng neng) one...
brought them to moberly to play pool...
sing K....

at nite...
play com with ah ken, dust bin, timmy, big one, chewy, blazer boi, lobang, bangala
play left for dead...
lame game...
they siao one...
play untill 4.30am...
and we need to wake at 7am...
it's lyk WTF?

second dae...
oh...
Kite came...
heaven't see her for abt 2 yrs?
met her during the china trip...
yup....
show her and her friends around...
okay...
when they left...
i went back to bunk...
wanna sleep...
but....
at the end....
do my hw...
okay...

nite tym again...
games and movies...

third dae....
i woke at 6am...
too excited abt ltr event...
special guest...
by right...
third dae...
i can't walk anymore...
my leg is lyk...
every inch i make hurts...
but....
since special guest...
i only meet her once in a yr...
so...
bandage my right leg....
put on my leather shoes...
jeans...
and sp usher shirt and sat at the booth...
was waiting waiting untill i wanna doze off...
okay...
it was abt 1pm...
i text (special guest) again...
okay...
she was abt to be ready...
okay...
waited for another 50mins
okay she reach....
when she reach...
i can see her from far that...
she was strainning her eyes....
trying to see tt tall monster isit alex....
as she and company walk closer...
i was lyk....
am i supposed to run to a corner and let others lead them and watch her in a corner...
or shd i go up to her and sae....
" WELCOME TO SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC"
okay...
at last...
she came and i walk lyk moving forward...
it was a special force tt had drawn me to her...
but...
she's lyk beri shy...
show her around...
while walking around....
i noe she loves to take photo...
but she resist to take photo...
okay nvm...
show her around...
i noe she's hungry...
when i sae i would lyk to buy her food...
i noe she was abt to drool when i read out the dish...
but she still sae...
"no, i'm nt hungry, serious! i'm nt hungry"
haha...
sometyms u jus can't hide...
although u're in drama...
somethings u can't hide...

brought them to business blk...
met my ex there...
clarine...
we're jus normal friends...
after that
one of them wanna go mac to find her friend
bring them to the other end of the sch....
it was lyk arrrgh! beri pain...
still nt too bad...
after reach macss...
can't find their friend...
someone sae...
can u bring us back to KFC?
okay....
it was lyk another ARRGGGHHH! beri beri pain
i want to take off my shoes and walk bare foot...
but...
ettiquette
okay....
brought them to KFC
wanted to buy pizza for them...
(special guest) sae...
enough, enough...
too much alr...
u think i pig arh?
haha...
i was jus afriad u're hungry...
okay...
by tt tym it was abt 5pm?
yeah...
bought coke for them
bought pan cakes for them
bought cheese sausage for them...
i jus sweep everything tt is left on the shelf,
aft tt brought them back to the starting point....
after tt took a photo for them...
may upload if due to high popular demand
after tt...
bought mango cake for them...
i noe she loves mango...
but she's trying to
no... no... i'm full alr...
okay...
buy 2 mango cake get a pie free...
haha...
noe the dai lo too well...
always on special rate...
then she wanna go home alr...
was abt to ask her...
eh.. wanna go sing?
bowling? or play pool?
met fridae bitch while bringing them around...
fridae bitch reminded me....
Alex arh... the closing ceremony is beginning soon...
get changed and go...
i guess they heard it...
soon they went off...
sent them to MTR...
was late for the closing ceremony...
after tt....
went to bunk again....
hae dinner...
pack bags...
pack bunk...
go home...
everyone was lyk damn "arrrrhhhhh.... finally"...
okay...
went home and sleep...
sundae...
wake at 10 am...
do some work...
bui ni ni and zhu ask me to go shopping...
went to marina sq...
shop there
bought :

blazer(G2000)
formal white and black cuff link shirt(tho i have lots of them)
buffalo davidson jeans...
levi's jeans...
went to MUJI
bought sweets...
a new pencil case...
stationary...
and most of all...
green tea...
the green tea no sugar... it's natural...

okay...
jian xiong wanna buy puma jacket...
went to taka...
nic working there and got a 40% off...
89 bucks jacket cost 53bucks
okay...
went back to marina sq again...
met ah ken...
then go bugis...
take cab to NAFA...
the taxi uncle is lyk WTF alh...
dunnoe where's nafa...
and the F***ing ERP is damn irritationg...
peep*peep*peep*
lyk tt 13.50 gone...
jus turning round and round...
overall...
to travel a short distance cost abt 20 bucks
okay...
mon...
study again...
todae...
late for class...
came in sign attendance and went off...
mechanics...
the f* up Gan Poh Them is lyk WTF
peck yun and thura was reading my newspaper...
and i got scolded for nth...
he said...
if i'm the class tutor...
i'll remove ur name of class rep
btw u're most welcome to do so...
okay...
nw play my father...
if ur father got a supervisor lyk u...
ur dad's company can close down alr...
btw( tis is call got a better bonding among classmate)
ridwan was lyk...
eh.. gan poh them....
u come out is because i fuck ur mother and u was born...
haha...
okay...
it was a joke only...

okay...
aft tt break..
break alr go mechanics...
aft tt...
ITOE...
due to low attendence rate...
go in and sign attendance...
and went off...
went to catch a movie...
ong bak 2....
in thai...
i was lyk....
wat the hell r u talking abt...
okay...
waste my money...
aft tt
go piercing...
3rd piercing on the left ear...
went to lee hwa to bought a crystal ear stud...
on 40% off
bought it at 94bucks...
cheap cheap...
haha...

went back hm...
nw...
time to go n bath and more work to do...
OC written test and presentation tml...
and auto cad tml...

bye peeps!

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Friday, January 2, 2009
0 comments @ 2.1.09

when u're standing infront of the hell's gate
wat are you thinking?
will u think back the past or will u jus dun think of anything any jus walk through it?
if anyone had try experiencing my life...
u're know wat am i talking abt...
i was one foot in the hell...
suddenly...
a huge force bring me back to life...
dunnoe is it tt the will power of mine?
some thought tt i heaven't accomplish...
or is it tt surgeon skills are superb...

for the year 2008 i've been living in the past and not moving on...
i keep living in the past...
not wanting to grow up...
but nevertheless... i got to accept the fact tt
time won't pause for me....
no matter how rich i am...
i can't buy time...
yes! i want to be with you...
Yes! i've been trying hard to let go...
jus some time is needed i think...
mhmm...
can anyone work out the formula of forget pls?
thanks...

okay for nw...
i shall shutup!
jus try to feel the power of silence...
for ppl who understand the meaning of power of silence...
youy guys shd understand me then!

POWER OF SILENCE....
sometym silence may seems loud...

POWER OF SILENCE....
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Thursday, January 1, 2009
0 comments @ 1.1.09

yes... i'm back...
tot tt i'll be free...
but i was wrong...
maybe jus some thought tt i have in mind made me
keep on living...
hope tt the rust have been completely removed...
orelse infection will occur...
yeah...
and for nw...
i shall jus rest and dun think of anyting...

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