hmm....

getting better nw...
there's still a big patch nw...
but it isn't tt painful nw...
however, there's still coughing of a lilttle blood...
but not as serious as Micheal (the guy who rented space in my dad's factory)
he claimed that he vomited blood....
oh, gosh!!!
if tt's really the case...
why heaven't u lie in the coffin of yours...
stop giving me all those excuses...
i'm sick of it...
if u have ever treat me better in the past and not have the mindset of
tt i'm jus only a "KID"?
atlease i may still help u cover from my dad...
or that i can persuade my dad to give u a few more daes of grace...
do u still remember of tt dae when u was trying to lecture me infront of ur workers?
trying to "malu" me?
threating me to tell my dad on this incident?
let me tell u...
i wasn't in the wrong in the first place...
u came to my dad's factory...
u wanted to rent a place...
u should rent my dad's machine...
u nvr...
u get it from ur wat-so-called-Brother?
haha...
it's lyk u bring ur friend's dog into my house when i only invite u...
n ur friend's dog wee n poo in my hse...
n u refuse to clean up the mess...
u tell me off that business is by getting the cheapest stuffs with the best price deal?
hahahahahahahahaha....
Alan is working for LINCON
the director is STEVEN
and alan is only a sales person
do u think tt i'm so stupid to buy ur story?
u claimed tt Alan let u use the machine for free?
are u trying to cheat a three-years-old guy?
u claimed tt wat tai-yi-long was ur brother?
he's now in maccau?
why can't u even borrow a cent from them to help u pay ur utililies bill?
oh... ya... i almost forgot...
the cheque that ur "brother" gave u was bounced out by the bank?
actually there's something u gotta know...
if u got the bucks...
u called for the shots...
but try to be humble at the same time..
because tt may bring u to ur failure...
i hate to do this...
but it's u who spike the sleeping dragon
to wake n showed off he's prowess!!!
but...
i really hope u could learn smt...
somehow...
i won't hold it against u...
u're elder than me...
i respect u for u're older than me...
but hope we could be friends...
we could even join venture in business in future to come...

Hmm...
for yesterdae n todae
i was out to supervise the despatch driver...
from united square to international plaza...
somehow i was scolded by my dad again...
i ate the ice-cream at "Ben's N Jerry"
it was quite nice...
but somehow...
it was beri creamy...
abit fattening...
haha...
i was scolded by hym because i had minor internal injury
n i still take cold stuffs...
but... it's worth it...
haha
i also went to wai ting's daddy roasted delights stall...
hmm.... so sad tt he'll be ending his business at thomson (Long House) todae

as for tml...
i'll be backed doin tedious job again...

actually...somehow...
i kinda lose my "cool" when i'm chatting with her...
i noe i'm nt a lomantic guy neither a guy tt's good at words...
but somehow...i'm a loyal lover...
even loyal than a DOG?
i can feel ur love...
i'm not insensitive...
it's jus tt...
i really dunnoe how to act cool infront of u...
n i dun wish to act cool...
i hope u'll noe the real me...
but somehow...
dun leave me hanging...
a sms in the mrn brighten my dae...
tt's e beri most vibrant energy source tt i can ever find...
somehow... u lyk to make me panic all the time...
i hope i won't get any heart attack...
haha...

hmm...
u're kinda feeling down
i felt it too...
maybe it's better for u to cry it out..
u'll feel better...
if u need a listening ear...
call me anytime

got to go soon...
bye...
Please don't let the music stop...


Oi!!

jus a brief update abt the past few dae's
went out with jia jia, gary goh, wai ting, jie shi and KOH JING YEOW
haha, hmm...
they're great eaters...
big appetite...
eat till i almost broke...
after parting off with them...
met up with Mr Yang
Benny, Owen, Raymond,
Xin Rong, Bear Bear, Ming Yong,
Arron...yep... i think ya..9 of us...
hmm... it's abit too sad tt Jun He(lobot) can't join us
as you noe when guys get together
we always chat abt work...
schools tt we'll be goin to...
and some sensitive topics...
the funny parts was that they were laughing at me
and somehow...
i joined them and laughed at myself...
actually they're laughing at my hairstyle
and image of how am i gonna study with my frindge covering half of my face
haha...

But as for now...
i really need a break...
i'm suffering from minor internal injury...
jus a centermetres below my rib cage...
there's a big toquit patch(blueblack)
and that's why i won't be doing tedious job for todae n tml...
maybe tml i'll update of todae's event...

got to rest nw...
i'll be okay soon... i hope bah...

byez!
Please don't let the music stop...


Hey!!

Kinda feeling down tis few daes...
First, I lost some minor projects...
it's okay...
but i've lost a investment i put in for 66 daes?
i hope it's nt 66 daes i hope it maybe 666 years of contract...
but...

I noe it's my fault...
i've neglected your feelings
i'm busy for tis few daes...
darn busy...
nt even do i have a break
and i'm going BONKERS!!!

Hey, friends out there...
have u seen a man who get knock down by a truck
and get up on his feet
and even apologized to the driver n continue walking

i'll be the first u'll noe, then
my clothes were torn...
lucky i'm not so unlucky as the man who lost an arm in Exxon Mobil
i only suffered some "blueblacks" from tt
but i'll be okay soon
n now u get to know why some called me "IRON MAN"
haha

i was crossing the road to get to that "thomson canteen"
at banyan ave
i tot i saw green man blinking
i crossed the road with my eyes staring the ground
only when a loud horn was heard...
i raised my heavy head
the fog lamp was lighted
at that moment
i went blank!!
jus another second...
memories of us in shang hai
rmb we shopped at the back alley...
it may not seems to be a lomantic place
but with u...
i'm celebrating Valentine's dae everydae!

i hope after all this...
it's only a blessing in disguised
i'll do reflection

actually i ask myself
why am i so busy when others are enjoying life now
i should spent time on you

when the world seems so dark...
you're my main source of light...

if i'm a fish...
u're water...
haha...

i'll try to act 'cool' from tml onwards!
Good luck for ur Common Test!

bye
Please don't let the music stop...


Yoz!

Okay... i'm here to 'share' with u the story i mention a few daes ago....
Dig ur ears!! and listen carefully...
haha...
it goes like this...
一向以来，
我下班时，都乘踏火车归家。。。
每次我踏火车时。。。
重会看见在那个妇人。。。
她重会坐在后车厢的最后一角落，抱着一件行李。。。
每次上车时，重会看见她座在车边，望出窗外。。。
对远方眺望。。。
仿佛在遵找。。。
遵找着，她所期待多时的人。。。

也在不只什么时候。。。
我开始对着妇人干充满着疑惑，
充满着神秘感。。。
于是，我便扛起“视家侦探”的工作，
我跟中她。。。
她每天都会乘踏火车。。。
风雨不改的。。。
每天从早上就踏到火车师父打烊为止。。。
当她下车时。。。
她重会留下一张纸条。。。

上面写着“铭，你现在过的好吗？我还在车上期待着你的出现。。。”

生为陌生人的我。。。
我想应该也不能多说什么。。。
就这样。。。
过了一些日子。。。
我再也没见到她了。。。
这时，才在火车师父的口中听说
她，已经走了。。。
她， 再也不会乘踏火车了。。。
她，已经归西了。。。

但，她领走前，留下最后一张字条。。。
上面就这样写着：
“铭，我再也等不下去了，我先走一步，罗有来生，我希望我们能在一起，谢谢你给我的那一段甜蜜美好的回忆，
有了这些。。。
我能助于含笑九泉了。。。再见。。。”

她一动也不动的躺在轨道，脸上露出了一张幸福的样子。。。
生旁的行李也开了，原来行李装着一些衣服，
她是尊被要和‘铭’一起远走高飞。。。
但是‘铭’一直没再出现。。。
从此。。。
世上有少了一个人。。。

that's all the story is about...
haha...
abit unrealistic
i'm ending here...
anywae Happy Chinese New Year!!! haha
bye...
Please don't let the music stop...


Yo!!!

i find myself abit childish tis few daes...
this is certainly driving me crazy...
sometimes i'm abit upset abt...
but when u reply my sms...
i'm like a 3 yrs old boy jus recieved a sweet frm sumone...
kinda calmed down....
haha...
maybe ur bill is still bursting...
i'll be understanding...
u make me kinda becoming a 'Childish King'...
haha....

yesterdae nite...
i dreamt of u again...
yesterdae i didn't sms u...
i noe it's my fault...
i'm sorry...
perhaps it's something in me tt i feel uneasy if i dun chat with u...
i dreamt of U n Ur Mum...
a silver camry drove in to my dad's factory...
ur mum n u rush up to my office...
ur mum was damn angry...
she scolded me...
you was crying bitterly...
she asked u to slap me hard...
however... somehow...u couldn't bring urself to do it...
especially when u saw my eyes....
it seems like my eyes are speaking up for me...
your delicate hands are about to land on my rough face...
u bring it back...
at last u gave me a soft one to show ur mum at least u slap me...
however... ur mum did it for you...
and it was a real hard one...
this wake me up...
i look at my clock...
it's 2.50am in the mrn...

okay... i shall reveal the 'secret'...
u n ur mum rush to my office because she thought that i thinking that i'm leaving u...
jus because i didn't sms u for a dae...
that really scares me...
i found out something...
you don't look pretty when u're crying...

i came across to tis story when i was abt to sleep...
i dunnoe is it i heard it when i'm sleeping...
buit somehow its touching...
share it with u some other time
haha...
Please don't let the music stop...