okay...
something i noticed from my weird behaviour lately...
i noticed tt everydae at abt tis hr...
my imagination will run wild...
causing me to go CRAZY...
my mum bring in the sliced pear to my study room...
and i jus slam the whole thing out of the window...
wat the hell is happening to me...
when i chat with you...
i jus hope to lyk....
i better not explain...
i find tt i'm lyk a monster
or there's something in me...
a TIME BOMB
it jus need sometime...
and
when i really can't stand it anymore...
the window is jus by my side....
i jus give a call to my "brothers" and maybe you...
and BYE-BYE...
down i go...
i really can't stand anymore impacts tt victoria had gave me 4 years ago...
i seriously can't...

okay..
maybe some may sae i have depression...
but weather is it true or not...
i hope nothing will happen...
i jus hope not to have anything happen...

seriously...
i might jus break down or jus collapse anytime,
lately...
my health isn't tt good...
pale face,
i can't even have a proper meal...
i'll jus vomit everything i ate...
can't slp well at nite...
and...

F*** UP job to be done....
so please, please
i said please
don't stress me up anymore...
please

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