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This few daes i... kinda ... feeling down...
yar... life is full of ups n downs...
but nt to the extend tt it brought me to heaven high
n hell low...

to learn that you are upset...
i'm upset too...
if it is abt my friendster photo...
i'll delete it away...

the second reason is because....
u'r my spark plug in my engine...
u're my life...
u're my 精神粮食。。。
without u...
my world came crushing down...

the third reason
i'm too pressurized...
WORKLOAD!!!!!!
i can't even take a dae off to celebrate my friend's b'dae
tis few daes
i'm meeting govt officials
it's kinda stressful to even hear of their name...
it makes me wanna dig a hole somewhere in the earth to hide
i had fainted a few tyms tis few daes...
lost my appetite...
i can't even eat even the best trotters laid infront of me
jus...

I think I had lost the ability to keep myself warm in the cold anymore...
when i jus came out frm my bathroom
or even when a breeze blew at me
i start to shiver...
i switched off the air con when i'm in the car...
nt even pulling dwn an inch of window...

i hope u'll feel better soon...

sometyms i hope i ain't myself...
Please don't let the music stop...