Sorry....I am really Sorry...

I dun mean to lie to you....
you hate SMOKERS...
i Knew it...

During the trip in China...
i noticed it...
when i saw you coming out of the lift with a smoker behind u
you were gasping for air...

From then on...
i had already quit smoking...
the smoker you noe of me had already dead..
he no longer exist now...

i'm sorry that i didn't tell you from the begining
i'm afraid to tell u from the begining is because
i am afraid to lose you...

To know you
it wasn't easy...
认识你。。。
我需要很多的缘分。。。

在茫茫人海中。。。
只有一个你，也是只有一个我。。。
何况我们是在中国相见的。。。
中国有那么大。。。
单单太湖就竹芋四个新加坡那么大。。。
要让两个陌生人相见和不是天大的缘分。。。
我请求你别让费这，我们用百年或甚至是千年修来的缘。。。
我在向你保整，我不会再骗你了。。。
我会一五一十得像你述说每件事。。。
原谅我吧！

if you (Charmian) would happen to see this post of mine...
Please reply...
without you...
i'm really lost...
i can't even work todae ....
i'm really hang...

I'm SORRY!!!!
Please don't let the music stop...